You know who you are

Wow today was weird he talked to me i was so happy but then i got sad because i dont no what he wants form me he hates me and he never looks at me but today was different. I hope he wants to be mates that will make life so much better but mmm dont think it was like that. I dont no if im over him like wen i see him i wish it was me and him but i dont cry over him anymore. I do have lots of times when i think of him and what we wer like but im happy when i think of it because i was a part of his life for so long not just one of then girl that he fucks or hooks up with i was the girl he loved and i no one day we will be friend because we will see that we can be mates with out havin that lil thing that makes us fight or like each other in that way. I no that i have changed and im just getin back to my old self but i just want to forget about that hope you have to :) i do still love you and miss you to the max cya xo...