Hayden Williams!!

I see you walk round with her and i always try to not look but its hard you wer in my life for 2 and abit years and we done everything together everythink you do with her we done it just makes me sad and just knowing we will never be friends again hurts =[ I no we wont work again because i just always hear what you do with girls and i just cant look at you in that way its weird i always think will i ever get over you because it seems so hard you wer the best boyfriend and hope your the same to your new girl but dont hurt her like you hurt me hope one day we can be mates but i no it wont be till a year or two.... You look happy and i no i was the one who said for you to get over me i wish i didnt but i did and yer well cant really take that back aye. Hope you have a good life cya.

I love you and miss you sooo much =[

Cant wait till friday what can i tell

my mum she wontlet me out and i

want to go to lower hutt what to

do man mums been a bitch..........

I want a XT phone but i have no money =[

Last weekend was Different i didnt go out out on friday and saturday night because it was me sister's 18th party that was ok but i didnt drink because i was sick so i just went to bed then i woke up to my family singing and danceing it was soo loud so i got up and i asked my if i could drive to get my lil sister and she said yip i dont even no how to drive but i was kinda good haha then i went camping with sinade, thai, aj, callum and that it was fun but drank to fast and didnt last the hole night=[ i woke up at leightons and he wasnt there so i went back to sleep and he texted me "im at work" so i had to wait till 12 to get picked up then that monday i was hanging out with sinade and thai and them we went to the river didnt go in but layed in the sun it was good i had a fun weekend hope this one is the same =].

Sexy Hahaha this is hot not your lil white boys that wear there pants high ew ahah white goes for black and black goes for white hahahaha !!!!!

Yay this weekend =D

Him...

Mmmmm..... What to do he is sooo nice but then i dont think i can go out with him we have fun and laugh and that but really dont no he is more a friend and i dont what that to go away if we go out and it does not work im still thinking =[...

This weekend!=P

Why are you like this i always think about what we would be like if we worked out i had fun with you but you never think back at them times do you.... we always got though our lil fights if we do love each other we will work it out aye life is weird with out you i will never get over you we done so much and i never want to forget it hope you think about it one day. All im gona do is wait for that day to come. Love You Always Will xo..

Yer Love Her =]

I feel like being alone being in a place where nothing matters...

I think i will be aloud out this weekend sooo yay cant wait to hang with you again baby!! =P

FREE drinks then party on haha

xo

I do believe what goes around comes around and yes I’m happy now but are you mmm not sure you have the friends I started with hope it gets better for you… =]

It started off us laying on your bed waiting for the text From Leighton but it never came so we started walking and drinking as we walk and talk to the park we started leaving our trace on the slide then the warehouse car park and behind the car hahaha =P We then walked to Upper Hutt and saw year 10s talked to them for a bit then meet up with Aj and Thai we talked and started walking to Hamana’s as he fucked me off I hit him and me and Kristin went back to Upper Hutt we meet up with Jimmy on his leaving party we talked to boys that walked past and kissed Kristin Hahaha and then meet a guy and walked him to the 7’s bar as we got there he said bye with a kiss on the cheek we then started walking to Holly’s party as we got there we danced and had fun then Kristin got to wasted and we went home that night was sooooo fun and hope this weekend will be the same loovvvee yyyooouuu!! =] xo

CANT WAIT :)

I stayed there why im just making it harder for myself but what was he saying again!!! the same shit everytime i dont get you one bit you make me crazy!!STOP im starting to get over it more and more everyday =[

i want one here =]

why do you do this? why do you say you love me then go with her? why do you lie to me when you go and hang out with her? why do we do stuff when you have a thing with her? i just dont get it you say we can not work out because of your mum but you need to no its not about your mum its about you... i no shes older and maybe better but its to fast i dont no when i will get over you and when we are alone we have fun your just another person at school you hang out with older girls and i think thats why you dont talk to me at school but it is up to you and i no what you want just dont do it right in front of me thanks... =[ Love You Y

I always think why me? Why is she still talking about me makin up stuff just so people hate me if he wouldnt go there with me why do you care why do you get so mad? I DONT like him would never go there ever! I am getin back to the way it was im peace with everyone but ONE but im happy with that i have been down for the last three weeks but now im im real happy havin fun with the people i love and just learning not to get mad and get out of the drama just be happy and be around the people that make you happy :) Love youz !