:(... I really dont no if i will find another guy i want a boyfriend and i get a guy and then just one day with them i seem to not like them in that way why? I can never find that same boy i had for two years its so hard there is just no one out there and i no me and him will never work but i didnt think love would be this hard people say your to young for love but i was in love and i no it because after a year i still love him and i dont want to like i didnt trust him at all and we always had fights but there is just no one out there like him he had his ways and everyone new that lol maybe the right one will just come i just have to wait...?

I havnt been on this for so long :)

I want a nice boyfriend :)

This makes me think of you sinead haha :) xo

Love You!!

You know who you are

Wow today was weird he talked to me i was so happy but then i got sad because i dont no what he wants form me he hates me and he never looks at me but today was different. I hope he wants to be mates that will make life so much better but mmm dont think it was like that. I dont no if im over him like wen i see him i wish it was me and him but i dont cry over him anymore. I do have lots of times when i think of him and what we wer like but im happy when i think of it because i was a part of his life for so long not just one of then girl that he fucks or hooks up with i was the girl he loved and i no one day we will be friend because we will see that we can be mates with out havin that lil thing that makes us fight or like each other in that way. I no that i have changed and im just getin back to my old self but i just want to forget about that hope you have to :) i do still love you and miss you to the max cya xo...

Sinead

The weekend was soo fun babe hope this weekend is the same we will try get you with him and then we can hang all the time haha thanks for talking to leighton for me hun we are algood now yay haha we can get that boat this weekend and go all the way up to lower hutt haha and just lay on it keen az hehe c u this weekend babe!!!!

Love You :)Y

Hayden Williams!!

I see you walk round with her and i always try to not look but its hard you wer in my life for 2 and abit years and we done everything together everythink you do with her we done it just makes me sad and just knowing we will never be friends again hurts =[ I no we wont work again because i just always hear what you do with girls and i just cant look at you in that way its weird i always think will i ever get over you because it seems so hard you wer the best boyfriend and hope your the same to your new girl but dont hurt her like you hurt me hope one day we can be mates but i no it wont be till a year or two.... You look happy and i no i was the one who said for you to get over me i wish i didnt but i did and yer well cant really take that back aye. Hope you have a good life cya.

I love you and miss you sooo much =[

Cant wait till friday what can i tell

my mum she wontlet me out and i

want to go to lower hutt what to

do man mums been a bitch..........

I want a XT phone but i have no money =[

Last weekend was Different i didnt go out out on friday and saturday night because it was me sister's 18th party that was ok but i didnt drink because i was sick so i just went to bed then i woke up to my family singing and danceing it was soo loud so i got up and i asked my if i could drive to get my lil sister and she said yip i dont even no how to drive but i was kinda good haha then i went camping with sinade, thai, aj, callum and that it was fun but drank to fast and didnt last the hole night=[ i woke up at leightons and he wasnt there so i went back to sleep and he texted me "im at work" so i had to wait till 12 to get picked up then that monday i was hanging out with sinade and thai and them we went to the river didnt go in but layed in the sun it was good i had a fun weekend hope this one is the same =].

Sexy Hahaha this is hot not your lil white boys that wear there pants high ew ahah white goes for black and black goes for white hahahaha !!!!!

Yay this weekend =D

Him...

Mmmmm..... What to do he is sooo nice but then i dont think i can go out with him we have fun and laugh and that but really dont no he is more a friend and i dont what that to go away if we go out and it does not work im still thinking =[...

This weekend!=P

Why are you like this i always think about what we would be like if we worked out i had fun with you but you never think back at them times do you.... we always got though our lil fights if we do love each other we will work it out aye life is weird with out you i will never get over you we done so much and i never want to forget it hope you think about it one day. All im gona do is wait for that day to come. Love You Always Will xo..

Yer Love Her =]

I feel like being alone being in a place where nothing matters...

I think i will be aloud out this weekend sooo yay cant wait to hang with you again baby!! =P

FREE drinks then party on haha

xo

I do believe what goes around comes around and yes I’m happy now but are you mmm not sure you have the friends I started with hope it gets better for you… =]

It started off us laying on your bed waiting for the text From Leighton but it never came so we started walking and drinking as we walk and talk to the park we started leaving our trace on the slide then the warehouse car park and behind the car hahaha =P We then walked to Upper Hutt and saw year 10s talked to them for a bit then meet up with Aj and Thai we talked and started walking to Hamana’s as he fucked me off I hit him and me and Kristin went back to Upper Hutt we meet up with Jimmy on his leaving party we talked to boys that walked past and kissed Kristin Hahaha and then meet a guy and walked him to the 7’s bar as we got there he said bye with a kiss on the cheek we then started walking to Holly’s party as we got there we danced and had fun then Kristin got to wasted and we went home that night was sooooo fun and hope this weekend will be the same loovvvee yyyooouuu!! =] xo

CANT WAIT :)

I stayed there why im just making it harder for myself but what was he saying again!!! the same shit everytime i dont get you one bit you make me crazy!!STOP im starting to get over it more and more everyday =[

i want one here =]

why do you do this? why do you say you love me then go with her? why do you lie to me when you go and hang out with her? why do we do stuff when you have a thing with her? i just dont get it you say we can not work out because of your mum but you need to no its not about your mum its about you... i no shes older and maybe better but its to fast i dont no when i will get over you and when we are alone we have fun your just another person at school you hang out with older girls and i think thats why you dont talk to me at school but it is up to you and i no what you want just dont do it right in front of me thanks... =[ Love You Y

I always think why me? Why is she still talking about me makin up stuff just so people hate me if he wouldnt go there with me why do you care why do you get so mad? I DONT like him would never go there ever! I am getin back to the way it was im peace with everyone but ONE but im happy with that i have been down for the last three weeks but now im im real happy havin fun with the people i love and just learning not to get mad and get out of the drama just be happy and be around the people that make you happy :) Love youz !

BOYS AND DRAMA

DRAMA why am i alway the one in it no one knows me they think im easy and no im not they go round talking shit about me when all i ever do is try stay out of it but its hard i always think maybe its easy to just leave everyone and do my own thing but i cant do that to my mates its always one girl that fucks everything up i would love to just move away this has been so gay this year im gona change... And another thing boys man they can get you in shit im still in love but that boy is off with other people and i just get bored so i text lots off boys but not in a bad way and people think i do WHY?? Jessie you think you can pimp me and kristin well im not keen you can have her my mind is so fucked up right now leighton plz forgive me =(....

HOT

life.. What do you do when there is a guy that you love but you need to get over him and when you go out with someone you dont feel the same way as you did with the one you love well.. thats whats happing to me i dont no if i like my boyfriend its hard but i no i can never go back to the one i wont love hurts and i no how it feels to be hurt over a boy .

This guy was in my life for two years and in the last five weeks my life has changed we no longer go out and dont even really talk now. I dont see how a person can just leave your life so fast. He has moved on now and so have I but I will always have lil feelings for him and one day maybe we can sort everything out. Love you Y

Jade Y You are a kool friend and we have been mates for 2 and abit years even though we have had our ups and downs we still mates today =]. I Y YOU!!

LOVE

Friendship!!

True friendship is when two friends can walk in opposite directions, yet remain side by side.

Your friend is the person who knows all about you, and still like you.

A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.

Side by side or miles apart, dear friends are always close to the heart.

Your friends are what will matter in the end.